United We Stand, Divided . . . We Disappear
Chapter Two
Kelly tip-toed into the living area of her small apartment, pulling
her robe close to her body and tying the sash around her waist. On the
sofa, she saw the same scene from the wee hours of the morning. The
stranger lay there,
his tall frame not exactly fitting his make-shift bed. She shook her
head and wondered what his story was.
Several minutes later the clanging of pots and pans, plus the opening
and closing of doors and drawers brought Colin out of his stupor. His
head pounded, his ears roared and someone had stuffed cotton in his
mouth.
He tried to open his eyes but the light pouring in from the window
in front of him assaulted them to the point that he had no choice but
to keep them closed. Where was he? And where had he been?
Kelly put plates and silverware on the table then walked softly over
to check on her guest, glass in hand. She saw him stir as she approached,
and figured her movements in the kitchen had awakened him.
Good morning, she said. Although she kept her voice low,
she had enough experience with hangovers to know that it probably sounded
like someone with a bull horn. He whinced and groaned, proving her theory.
Please, not so loud, he moaned. He tried once more to open
his eyes, but it was no use. The light blinded him. Where am I,
and who are you?
Kelly couldnt help but smile, and almost laughed. She wasnt
sure why; the situation was quite sad, actually. His drunken stupor
wasnt that of a college kid at an all-night frat party. Something
was definitely wrong in his
life; his drunkeness was the result of his trying to take away the pain.
She doubted very seriously that he had been successful.
I am the singer from the bar. We talked between sets.
Colin managed to get one lid halfway open to take a peak at the face
behind the loud voice. He vaguely remembered music.
You are dressed rather strangely to be at a bar. He groaned
as his head throbbed in cadence with his words.
Kelly sighed, reminding herself she needed to be patient. He would
not be himself for several hours.
We are in my apartment. You are on my sofa, and I think you need
to try to sit up and drink this. She picked up the Bloody Mary
from the coffee table and pushed it toward him.
Colin looked at the red liquid with hooded eyes and slowly made his
way to a sitting position. He wondered who had beat up on him last night
and why. Maybe this woman would have the answers.
I am not sure I should take this medicine. I feel sick to my
stomach. It might not stay down. Can you tell me what happened? Why
am I not in a hospital?
Kelly smiled again, shook her head, then proceeded to explain his predicament.
I am only drunk? he said with surprise. Are you sure
it is nothing more? Then why would you offer me more spirits?
You act as if youve never been drunk before.
I have not. And I vow never to be again. I think I am going to
die.
Kelly laughed, causing him to grab the sides of his head. She took
his hand and curled his fingers around the glass.
Here. Drink this. I promise it will help. A little bit of the
hair of the dog that bit you.
He held the glass and frowned at her.
I promise. Just sip on it slowly. In a few minutes, well
get some eggs and toast into you.
I do not think so. He gingerly brought the glass to his
lips and took a small swallow.
Believe me, there is life after drunkeness. It just takes a while.
Just sit here, sipping slowly. Ill be back in a few minutes.
Colin did as he was told, and wondered if she could possibly be telling
the truth about continuing to live. At this point, he doubted it. Then
he began to reflect on the reasons for his predicament.
When Kelly returned, dressed in black pants and a white T-shirt with
a Giants baseball logo on the front, Colin had remembered enough to
regret having awakened. Kelly could see a change in his expression,
and guessed his memory was returning.
She eventually got him to the table, and managed to get a few bites
of egg and toast into him. Although her continued assurance that he
would live another day was given, he was miserably sick, physically
and emotionally, and wasnt at all sure he wanted to. The fight
with his brother and the horrible words spoken were eating at his insides
as much as the booze.
She must have been quite a woman, Kelly said softly. She
had tried not to talk too much, wanting to let him adjust to his hung-over
state, but she could see something was eating him up inside, and knew
that talking would be
the best thing for him.
Colin frowned. I am sorry. What woman? He didnt understand
her words.
The woman that put you in this state.
His sad, crystal blue eyes looked into hers, causing her heart to lurch.
It was not a woman . . . although I wish it had been. Then it
would not hurt so much. He paused. It is my brother.
Kelly was mildly shocked. She had just assumed that only a woman could
have sent him on his first drunken spree. She tried not to let her surprise
show.
I see. Her mind drifted momentarily. She wondered why she
should be shocked. Siblings could cause as much heartache as anyone.
What about his? Disappointment? Anger? Sadness? Care to talk about
it? It might
help.
Colin took another small sip of Bloody Mary. I do not think so.
Nothing is going to help the situation now. He lowered the glass
to the table with more force than necessary. Definitely anger, she thought.
Sorry, he
said quietly.
Well, I wont press, but talking does help. It may not remedy
the situation, but it will help your frame of mind. I know you may not
believe it now -- it sounds like your pain is quite fresh -- but, believe
me, I know whereof
I speak. Talking does help, and I am all ears whenever the mood strikes.
She rose from her chair and took both plates to the sink, hoping she
had made her point.
Thanks. Maybe sometime. I am just not ready at the moment.
I understand, but my offer stands for any time.
He rose after her, and she could see gratitude in his eyes. She so
wanted to tell him of her experience, but now was not the time. He didn't
need that yet. She would be true to her word and not press.
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