I'm so sick of these people who said they tried. Tried what? To ride
the fence? To not have a spine? Please tell me?
Yeah...well honestly it *is* a nice sentiment what those people did,
but it does pretty much no damn good and they know it as soon as they
say it. Do any of you think it honestly ends on the board? By being
so "fair" with Exec, you give him credibility...by saying
there is room for BOTH of us, you give him credibility. And thus, EVERYTIME
he makes one of these wild assine accusations with no proof (liar, theif,
etc), *I* have to account for it. Not you...ME. And why? Because the
lot of you never correct and continue to talk about how "great"
he is even though he does it. Oh, but then you say it spills over to
the board...what the hell am I supposed to do?!? Just lock it away and
never say a word...I doubt that any of you calling for ME to ignore
all this shit would even last ONE week. I've been going for TWO years
and I'm FED UP!
People e-mail me to ask what the truth is since the board vocalizes
that they find Exec to be so "great"...so what, do I ignore
those people too and just let them believe what Exec said and this board
supports in order to be "fair"? Most of you haven't even tried
to put yourself in my situation...you don't even give one rat's ass.
And many of you write *me* to help you out with gag reels and everything
else under the sun (i.e. Danbagel)?!? Fuck you. Go ask Exec for 'em.
Oh, and while you're at it...you can ask him for the season four and
season five gag reels that I just obtained today (they'll be airing
at DragonCon 99 this July in Atlanta if you can make it...but I'm going
to make DAMN sure people like you don't get a copy - as I said, go ask
your "great" Exec).
You people have "faired" me to death...you let that son of
a bitch say whatever he wants to anyone at anytime, and then expect
me to just roll over and die. Thanks. And please...elaborate for me.
What the fuck does he do that's SO great?!? Give me something exact...something
tangible...not this vague "He's great" shit. I want to know
what is so fucking important that you would rather give credit to that
asshole than someone who actually does give a damn....who actually makes
a fucking website...who actually disperses items into the community
that NOBODY else can get (as Danbagel...he's been trying a year for
the gag reels even after I made them available to most of the public).
Please tell me I'm insane. Tell me I'm nuts. I would take anything along
those lines to try to make sense of this...but then again, I'm also
going under the assumption that these people are better than he is.
Apparently, I'm wrong.
And just to make this CRYSTAL clear. After many e-mail messages, I'm
not leaving. I'm not taking the site down. Because you see...I forgot
something in my frustration. This board is NOT the Sliders community.
So why would I take my site down for this pauldry few? And this is not
directed at the entire board...it is directed at this actual minority
of people (who are unfortunately more vocal than those who e-mail me
in private) who continue to believe that THEIR saying *I* should just
ignore things makes it A-okay for everybody....oh, and need I forget,
that they "tried." Please don't fucking hurt yourself. Your
policy of ignoring works so well that you had to make separate posts
to bring it up AGAIN! Just look at how many times people have had to
say that ignoring is the BEST policy between the times *I* haven't said
anything. Why the fuck do you ask ANYBODY to do something you obviously
can't?!? You idiots can't even ingore it yourself and you expect ME
to? What the hell?!?
So I'm here...I realize that alot of you have said nothing to earn
my words here, and I want you to realize that my words weren't directed
at you. But I'm through being nice and I'm through being "everyone's"
friend. If you're my friend, you know it...if you're not, then you know
it...and if you haven't done something I listed or have since corrected
yourself, then you know I'm NOT talking to you. I no longer give any
gray areas for the sake of the board or the sake of being nice...it's
black and white. And if you don't like it, you can firmly bite my ass.
Like I said...I'm sick and tired.
That's the bottom line...as long as Exec says nothing about me, I won't
say anything about him. That's the way it's been up until now...but
apparently to our fence riders...that just wasn't enough. I'm supposed
to not say anything...well tough shit, you can leave. You see, many
of you made a grave error. This has never been about respect for me...it's
been me asking for help. I spend so much of time clearing up Exec's
lies about me that I run out of time for other things that could benefit
the community...and if there was an end to it, I could be freed up.
You see, I've got respect in real life...I'm the guy you remember from
high school who won every award...who was Senior class president...who
was in the Hall of Fame...I'm the guy who won all the popularity votes
in college and held almost every office...and I'm the guy who's in MENSA.
Popularity has never been an issue with me...I don't come on the internet
for that. But you idiots are so blind that that's all you believe I
want. I just want to explore all the neat stuff behind Sliders without
having to fight constant bullshit. And I don't mean RealSlider or the
like...they can be ignored. They are obviously insane...but with you
giving all this credibility to Exec for *nothing*...I constantly have
to fight it. Again...those who do care, you know that you do and you
know that I know...this is for everyone else. Really quite a minority
of the board who sporatically comes here at best (Danbagel, SupremeTrekker,
you know the group of late I'm talking about)...but unforntunately they
are more vocal on these issues (which is the ultimate irony...they are
more vocal on something they wish to be silent...maybe I am nuts, because
I'm actually trying to be fair and rationalize with people who obviously
are nuts).
Tf
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